I’m just so upset at myself. I hate that I can’t afford anything at this very moment. I can’t even afford to eat today. How depressing is that? This is just the ultimate wake up call. The one that I needed. I wish it didn’t have to get to this, but it did. The only reason I’m writing this is for a reminder to myself to always save money, never spend or loan money I don’t have, and just because I have enough money to afford this or that doesn’t mean I have to buy it. This sucks, but I put myself into this. And I will take myself out.